Think of me in parallels; two truths.I am broken & complete.
Only then will you understand how you can love me and hate me simultaneously,
Only then will you see that I have light and dark warring inside of me over a place to live like two homeless men in the rain soaked streets.
Think of me as a high & a low; two worlds.
Then you’ll understand the feeling of breathing and drowning at the same time,
Only then will you understand I am a condition, an understanding, an existence where there is no space or time
Only one of me will last
You are the creator of who I’ll be, your thoughts create a home for me, your thoughts of me are everything, your thoughts will feed the love or hate, your thoughts will bring the light or the dark.
How will you think of me?
I find joy in writing my affections to you.Transforming you into marvels of distant galaxies where the suns are blazing blue and the skies are lovely and crystal clear. I am in awe, feeling you as a force of nature where just one look at you moves me like an earthquake and my emotions rush over me like a hurricane. I experience great pleasure in inspiring your smile, it is as though I’m seeing my desires reflection personified in you. Never have I ever been made childlike in this way, where my imagination goes wild with creative explosions of passion filled short stories. You are a star in my eyes and because you shine so bright I can see the perfect potential resting in you like a seed in the earth waiting to be watered by the rain of my devotions. Even in the midst of fear I remain steadfast in my pursuit to find you in your essence. You are such a queen and I am but a king without one. When the nights are darkest and the quiet falls down around me like fog crawling into the golden gate, I send sweet supplications for you to high places where the universe is compelled to intervene on my behalf. Patiently nestled in the bosom of hope I tarry for your thoughts, I endure the risks of loss of time, I count the costs for your heart. I am convinced that in its time, all uncertainties will be made clear, that you will draw near, and that whatever fear rests in you will flee as I fill that void with comfort. So now, every day, I’m going to find a way to break away from the paradigms of the times and send you the only things that are truly mine. My words, my energy, and my time.